Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Are you okay up there?

If i take away my intelligence, what would be left?
because i never wanted to feel stupid
to feel incompetent.
No, you will never understand.
I was given nothing, barely anything, and i thought being smart and clever was the answer.
But what would be left, really, if my intelligence is taken away?
I can see it fading, slowly.
And that day might come.
It all seemed that it's part of a movie, a show, a novel. whichever you call it.
But it might come.
What if my own mind cannot discern anymore? What if it does not probe anymore? what if it is incapable anymore?
Does it make me incapable too?
Am I a lesser person?
IF you take away my mind, what will be left?
kindness, compassion, and what? Will i be capable of loving anymore?

If you read this in the future,
I want you to know
You are more than what you think you are.
All that taken away,
you still have nearly a pure soul.


Clara

 
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[05MARCH1990

At first glance : fierce-looking old hag

Second look : Siao ting-tong kuku who cant control her eccentric emotions

Now who the hell am i? its for me to know, you to find out.

I am obsessed about pink stuff, and pretty much about clay aiken, though there's no connection between those two.

I survive on gummy candies ,cheesecake, creamy pasta and baked rice.

I'm 99% tone-deaf,99.9% note-blind but i play the sax.

I love shopping, reading, wacting movies and catching up with my kuku friends but actually barely have time for most of them.

now,having to know me just a little more, bugger off and continue reading my entries.

i have a weird habbit of using toothpaste to polish my silver alto sax, laughing at stuff which are

NOT funny, sleeping at the wrong end of the bed, and writing messages to myself.


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